the good, the bad and the other girl

last night was crazy fun, i got so off my tree!
i tried a puff of a cigar, it was the most disgusting thing i have ever had in my mouth. what's the point in smoking them if you don't inhale it? and they smell so bad!
as the night went on so many people showed up, i barely knew anyone but it didn't matter cause everyone was so drunk and happy. i'm so glad i did not spew.
it got horrible towards the end. i wanted to go home so much, i even left. but i got taken back because i had to go pretty much babysit. he spewed on me and himself. i had to clean him up and run around after him like i was taking care of some sick retard 4 year old.
and i mean why date someone if you don't even like them? it's pretty bad when even your best friend is telling me to dump you. i hate that you're you, i hate that i've fallen for you, you're so ridiculous sometimes.
it was so fun dancing around to david bowie though, it was so fun playing around outside half pissed throwing bottles for 10 points! hahah.
i have another bruise on my upper arm, there's two now, how do you even get a bruise there?!
you know you were drunk when there's big black patches in your memory of the night and your head is still spinning the next day. it sucked so bad this morning, i got home and mum dumped children on me to babysit. one ages 4 and one just 13 months, he was so cute though, every time he looked at me he would crack up laughing ahah apparently i have a funny face.
i'm still mad at you.
Michelle and i are going to turn into owls tomorrow night, who who who who who.