Sunday, November 15, 2009

shit lover

god i try, i try so hard to not love you, you'll never read this, even if you do you wont know it's about you. i mean you ruined my life. you ruined my self esteem. you ruined my friendships. you ruined my social skills, my confidence. everything.
i hear you name and my stomach drops, my head spins and i want to run until i explode.
you're the most perfect thing i have ever seen.
i'll never be the same from knowing you. although i know for sure i'm a totally new person, so you probably are too.
you're my standard, i compare everyone and everything to you.
we went everywhere together, did everything together, i can't go anywhere without a memory of you popping into my head.
i'll hate you again tomorrow but really i just miss you.

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