focus

my head is so jumbled. every night i try and keep myself busy so i don't sit down and think and worry. it makes me unhappy. but i keep running out of things to do. and when i read for too long i get restless and fidgety and i have to stop.

i'm breaking so many of my personal rules with you. instead of running a million miles, i'm waiting for you to obliterate me.

i'm loving the whole school thing, i get to leave the house everyday and have more to concentrate on.
tomorrow i am going to buy a new puffy shower thing to wash myself with and new soap. i feel like new soap.
i want my hair to grow 3 more inches.
i made a new friend, her name is Scarlett. she's so cool! she's bubbly and excited about everything. she's so teeny tiny but we have the same shoe size and she gave me a new pair of shoes. i now have to find somewhere to wear them.
end of ramble.