2010

i have never felt so disgusting and ill in my life. it was so intense it got to the point where i was physically sick.
i sat in the bath, scrubbing at my skin, and you still would not come off.
i can't think straight and i want to be sick. again.
i love how you're telling everyone i was asking for it.
i love how you know i was not.

i haven't thought such vulgar thoughts of anyone in such a long time.
2010 was meant to start off better than this.